if everything was a dream

So i have this habit of messing up things when I'm cranky.

last night i slept very late after the weekend special dinner, teasing, laughter and music. Not surprising, i woke up with the alarm and a heavy head. The room i stay is not properly painted yet. The resulting dust and damp makes me ill. Every morning i sneeze at least a million times before i pop-in some tablet for the same. And the same happened today morning.

I woke up. Started sneezing as i went near the wall to open the door. Turned back with a straight face. opened my drawer. searched for the box where i put all my medicines. opened my eyes. searched for the specific tablet. damn..its over. No medicine for the resulting wheezing nor head ache. I walked back and threw myself to the bed. I tried to close my eyes and sleep. But all i saw was me running to catch the office cab. i hate doing it. so i lazily woke myself up again.

and now i don't know why i did this. I swear i don't know what made me do this.

i walked towards the TV in the hall. No...i did not switch on the TV but picked up the telephone placed on top of it and sat on the sofa. i was alone in the hall. I don't remember pressing the redial button. but i did it. now..this telephone is the intercom we have in our flat. the redial takes us to the flat owner else the building security and we can only call the boring, old two of them.

Landlady(ld) : hello (sleepy voice. errr....she was sleeping)

me: hello ( me too sleeping)

ld: yes???

me:ya

ld:who is this??

me:maneesha from flat no 315

ld: yes mole...tell me

me: what the F ya???

ld: sorry. didnt hear. u just woke me up up from the sleep

me: awesome.* yyyaaaawwwnnnn*

ld: hello helloo

me:so when will you paint the room?

ld: I'm trying but not getting the painter

me: oh ya?? im hearing this for past 3 yrs.

ld: 3 yrs??? u came only 4 months before.

me: whatever! tell me when you will do it.

ld: today

me: im hearing this for the past 1 year
ld: gggrrrrrr

me: i will give you time till this saturday

ld: eh???

me:im serious. if you dont get the room painted by this saturday..

ld: what will you do?

me: swwweeeeet. i wont pay the rent

ld: ok. do one thing. you vacate

me: i wont vacate. how can you vacate me? *yyyaawwwnnn*

ld: you are staying there and telling you wont pay the rent??

me: yes. i will give you time till saturday.

ld: vaaaccccateeeee my flattttt....

she shouted pitch high and slammed the phone and its only then i woke up completely and realise what i had done. Can i be so cranky??? yes i can.

i finished eating my nails, pulling out 123 strands of my hair, calling 13 friends to hear nothing will happen to me. i don't want to go back today and see my things thrown out. i cant imagine everyone seeing my old love letters, packet of under garments, dirty shoes, park avenue shampoo...buh....

now playing: happy birthday (flipsyde)